You know when you love someone and they turn out to be nothing like what they try to pull off…. These people are called cunts. Don’t fall for their shit.
" I feel like you only gonna live that one epic love once , and I think i lived mine with my ex , because just when I think that i moved on , I get a message from him then I get all those flashbacks of the beautiful moments that we lived together , even it was a distance love relationship but it was real , he made me happy , I made him happy, we were so in love. I still remember that we talked everyday , every hour , he used to go out from class pretending that he needs to go to toilet just to call me and say I love you , that was so sweet of him! This summer I met 2 beautiful , amazing guys one of them who is 27 years old guy is exactly my type : beard , abs , tall …he was good to me , but when we kissed the first time all i could think about is my ex " what if that was him " , yesterday we spent 3hours skyping till he fell a sleep , it was so sweet looking at him sleeping i couldn’t take my eyes off him until i fell a sleep too! I was so happy , and i realize that only him can make me that happy , he makes me laugh , he makes me feel beautiful and special … I still do love him , I won’t deny that I still hope that one day we’ll live together but I moved on not completely but I have accepted the fact that maybe we’re not meant to be. "
Part of me (well all of me) wishes I could take back everything I said and be with you right now. Even though things weren’t good I was happy. And I wrecked it.